Restart

I guess the only way to move forward is to go back to where I was at this point last year: a grief-ridden short trip in Taiwan that served as an attempt to bring a little bit of myself back to me. I was running away for awhile, filling myself with food and ticking off…

The Magic of BTS

The biggest boyband in the world, K-Pop group BTS, has been consistently breaking records: the first Korean artist to perform at the Billboard Music Awards,┬áthe first Korean artist to hit #1 at Billboard 200, with their album Love Yourself: Tear; and the first K-Pop group to hit the top 10 at Billboard 100, with their…

Dear Momma, Month #3

Sometimes my words fall and feel better when I’m reading them with hindsight. There are still a lot of things I need to work on, but this note somewhat speaks about how my recent trip to Taipei helped me sort out my inner world while encouraging me to be kinder to myself. This one was…

Ground Zero

Hello, it’s Meryl and here’s my hundredth attempt at bringing this back to life. I contemplated on celebrating and making a huge production out of this, but some things just don’t feel right anymore. It’s the smallest things, really. Like how I don’t feel like myself anymore with wavy, long hair and side-swept bangs. (In…

Flooded by the unfamiliar

I didn’t know know anything about Mandalay. Most travelers skip this because, according to them, it’s a city clogged with people and dusty streets. I didn’t fear the crowd or the dust. For me, there was a big appeal in going to places that most people disliked – what was about it that made them…

What Makes Your Heart Sing?

Last night I received an email from my domain host, informing me that they updated my WordPress site. It reminded me for the nth time this year of that burning desire to write – one that has been plaguing me the past few days, but has been leaving me in a limbo. The desire is…